Blink of an eye

Written and inspired by the moments in life that make you risk it all. Taking a leap of faith to change something in your life, or to love profoundly. In the end these moments are fleeting and yet what define the unique and tragic beauty of our lives – ”just a blink of an eye”

Listen here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/blink-of-an-eye

“Blink of an eye” Credits: Written by Renée Asteria Peñaloza & Dave Shul Produced by Dave Shul Guitar and bass by Dave Shul Keys by Bob Crawford Drums by Ronnie Smith Mix by Studio Trilogy Mastered by Trakworx

LYRICS:

Every time I think that it will end, I find more inspiration in the end 

from you. 

You’re my muse.

Ever since  the day I met you 

you keep me driving deeper to improve. 

with you 

 I can’t lose. 

though all the pleasure and the pain that I thought would drain me 

i thought id loose , 

loose to you

but i ve escaped my self destruction 

i ve escaped your distraction 

now im good 

freed of you

CHorus

Riding the edge of the cliff

Taking all the risk

the fall is inescapable

We try not to slip

The end is inevitable 

clean cut or slow burn

it really dont matter anyway

it s just a blink of an eye

in universal time

Verse 2

You are nothing more than a speck on the windshield 

to be washed away

by the rain

and it only takes one look one small gesture

to give it all away

permanently 

CHorus x 2

Lyrics:
I woke up before the sunrise
Minds open to what would come
The ocean glass like a mirror
Warm water calming all my anxious desires

I will take the risk knowing this could end
In a split second but i don’t fear death
Ill brace for the punch knowing i will mend
I take the fall let go of it all
Release and enjoy the trip

I let myself float
Gravity free in my peace
I see you clearly
We are free of our bodies
I let myself float
Gravity free in my peace
I see you clearly
We are free of our bodies

I rest my eyes on the horizon
Giving thanks for another day
Painted in red and orange colors
Cool winds release me in a dream state

I let myself float
Gravity free in my peace
I see you clearly
We are free of our bodies
I let myself float
Gravity free in my peace
I see you clearly
We are free of our bodies

In my lucid dreams I find, every symbol of my life
With open wings I take flight,
With eagle’s sight all is
All is inside

I let myself float
Gravity free in my peace
I see you clearly
We are free of our bodies
I let myself float gravity free in my peace
I see you clearly
We are free of our bodies

Inspired by a man and his family in hospice who I got to sing to on his final day.

“Breathe one more breath” Credits:
Written by Renée Asteria Peñaloza & Dave Shul @dave_shul_guitar
Produced by Dave Shul
Guitar and bass – Dave Shul
Drums – Jay Lane @jaylanedrummer
Keys – Bob Crawford
Mix by Studio Trilogy
Mastered by Trakworx @trakworxmastering

“Step by step” is a self motivational message to keep pushing forward recognizing how far you’ve come with all life’s trials and blessings.

Stream here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/step-by-step Purchase here: https://asteriarecords.bandcamp.com

“Step by step” Credits:

Written by Renée Asteria Peñaloza & Dave Shul

Produced by Dave Shul

Guitar and bass – Dave Shul

Keys – Robert Crawford

Drums – Ronnie Smith

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Lyrics:

Take it step by step

Day by day 

Counting my blessings 

Along the way (along the way)

I’m already there 

Don’t despair

(All in vain)

Cuz you have no control

(ease your pain)

Ova any of it at all

And you’ve already made it

You are here

And you’re doing it all

Yea

Yes you’ve already made it

You are alive

It’s your time to fly

You are passion and flame

Drive and patient

Don’t stop 

Don’t despair

No fear

There’s inspiration everywhere

I take it step by step

Enjoying the way

All the silver linings 

Of my cloudy days

I’m ready to share

Joy everywhere

(Ease your pain)

Your hand in mine

(There’s no shame)

Your ready to shine

Cuz you’ve already made it

Have no fear

We’re ready for the call

Yea We’ve already made it

We thrive

(Have no fear, it’s all right here)

And its time to fly

You are passion and flame

Drive and patient

Don’t stop 

Don’t despair

No fear

There’s inspiration everywhere

Take it step by step

Day by day

Counting my blessings along the way

Take it step by step

Take it step by step

Day by day

You are alive

(Have no fear, it’s all right here)

It’s your time to fly

You are alive

This love song is written for someone that I knew I had to let go of. But I know that what we have can never be erased and that the moments we have had together are eternalized. 

Credits:

Written by Renée Asteria Peñaloza & Dave Shul

Produced by Dave Shul

Guitar and bass – Dave Shul

Keys – Robert Crawford

Drums – Ronnie Smith

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Lyrics:

Verse 1 

I see love all around me 

The sweetness of tears I hide 

Meeting your eyes 

Heart breaking of mine 

Beating inside 

Is power in me this resonating sound (This power) 

Is all I really need right here right now 

Chorus 

My heart knows what to do when words will not play with me 

It knows what to say when I can hardly breath 

It lets go as it knows how to love unconditionally 

I’m gonna let you be I wanna set you free 

Post 

Let you be 

Set you free 

Let you see 

Let you be 

Set you free 

Let you see 

Verse 2 

Everything comes full circle 

There’s nothing to fear this time 

I am so aware of the moments we shared
(so precious) 

Lives eternally In my heart and mind (Eternally) 

We both are free right now 

Chorus 

My heart knows what to do when words will not play with me 

It knows what to say when I can hardly breath 

It lets go as it knows how to love unconditionally 

I’m gonna let you be I wanna set you free 

Bridge

Everything happens for a reason just look towards the sky everything happens for a reason just don’t close your eyes 

Chorus 

My heart knows what to do when words will not play with me 

It knows what to say when I can hardly breath 

It lets go as it knows how to love unconditionally 

I’m gonna let you be I wanna set you free

This track was inspired by a person in the industry who was gaslighting me with respect to my musical career, telling me that what I was making was not good enough and that I had to hone it to one style of music and stop releasing material on my own and hand over the reigns to them to control. I did more research to find that this person seems to say this to many artists with ulterior financial motives. It’s my Fuck you song.

Credits:

Written / produced by Renée Asteria Peñaloza

Guitar and bass – Dave Shul

Drums – Ronnie Smith

Horn arrangement – Tenor and Baritone Sax – Dan Casares

Trumpet and Trombone – Joel Behrman

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Lyrics:

Verse 1

No, you can’t do it all you know 

You can try but you will fail. 

You’re still here on this earth. 

I say it’s gonna gonna be OK. 

I thought that this was bout change today 

but now I know that I don’t give a damn anyway 

I’m not gonna do what you say 

Chorus 1

won’t let you get me down you 

i won’t let it stop me now. 

I won’t let it block me now. 

I’ll do what I can to break new ground. 

I won’t let it stop me now. 

I won’t let it be me down. 

I’ll keep on trying again again and again and again and again 

Verse 2

You can try but you will fail 

When I can I say yes my friend 

When I fall I get up again 

You’re thriving why don’t you give yourself a chance 

keep on trying and you’ll find your wealth 

don’t do what they say 

Chorus 2

you can’t stop me you can’t beat me down 

I won’t let it stop me now. 

I won’t let it block me now. 

I’ll do what I can to break new ground. 

I won’t let it stop me now. 

I won’t let it beat me down. 

I won’t let it beat no won’t let it stop me now whoa 

Bridge

All the colors of the rainbow

Coming in the white light

COMbine inside

Combine

It’s alright

Chorus 3

won’t let it stop me now won’t let it be me down. 

I won’t let it block my love to you and me and all around. 

I won’t let it stop me now. 

I won’t let it block us. 

yes i won’t let it beat us down now I won’t let it stop us now whoa

This song expresses the desire to live and love to your fullest extent, take the risks without fear, recognizing that we have the potential and the power within us to fulfill our wildest pursuits and beyond. It started with the mode – C#phrygian – so that the rabab, a traditional Turkish instrument could be featured. 

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/sing-it-all-out

“Sing it all out” Credits:

Written / produced by Renée Asteria Peñaloza

Guitar and bass – Dave Shul

Keys – Robert Crawford

Rabab – Daniel Makovej

Drums – Ronnie Smith

Horn arrangement – Tenor and Baritone Sax – Dan Casares

Trumpet and Trombone – Joel Behrman

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Lyrics

Verse 1

It’s never too late as long as you are here

Have discipline just

Implement it all stepwise

Make the most of these precious moments

And you’ll have no regrets 

Rest 

decorate it with flowers keep growing

Work towards your dreams (ooo)

Fight till your fists are bloody (ooo)

Sing till you are tired (ahh)

Or till you cry for joy

Chorus

Sing it all out (sing it)

Love deeply (love deeply)

Be in the moment don’t ask for more (don’t ask for more)

Bring it all now (bring it)

live fiercely (fearlessly)

You’ll figure it out you don’t need more

Verse 2

Everything you need is right here (hear)

Take it all with ease right here (hear)

and you ll have no regrets

Blessed

With your power keep going

Take all the risk (ooo)

Treat all your cuts with honey (ooo)

Always be inspired (ahh)

And you will find your voice

Chorus

Sing it all out (sing it)

Love deeply (love deeply)

Be in the moment don’t ask for more (don’t ask for more)

Bring it all now (bring it)

live fiercely (fearlessly)

You’ll figure it out you don’t need more

Bridge

Don’t try to hold back time no

Grasp the moment

cry if you need to

Try to smile between the fears

You are only human

Trust in the divine 

Chorus

Sing it all out (sing it)

Love deeply (love deeply)

Be in the moment don’t ask for more (don’t ask for more)

Bring it all now (bring it)

live fiercely (fearlessly)

You’ll figure it out you don’t need more (don’t ask for more)

Chorus

Sing it all out (sing it)

Love deeply (love deeply)

Be in the moment don’t ask for more (don’t ask for more)

Bring it all now (bring it)

live fiercely (fearlessly)

You’ll figure it out you don’t need more

This song was inspired by someone in my life who I ached to have in my arms but with whom I knew I could have no expectations. In writing this song I hoped that it can share the beauty of the energy that I felt, even if I could only continue on with our connection in thought.

Credits

Written /produced by Renée Asteria Peñaloza

Guitar – Dave Shul

Bass – Waddell Bell

Keys – Raliegh Neal 

Piano – Robert Crawford

Drums & BVox – Ronnie Smith

Horn arrangement – Tenor and Baritone Sax – Dan Casares

Trumpet and Trombone – Joel Behrman

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Lyrics

Surrender

Verse 1

No I don’t know what is gonna happen

Today this year this life

But i will

Put my faith in you

I won’t ask for anything more

Just give me one chance 

To be more

Than a friend

Pre chorus

Take the risk with me extend our lives were meant to be

Chorus

Surrender to me

Can’t you see I’m here for you  – can’t you see I’m here for you-o-u

There’s nothing to fear

can’t you see I’m here for you

Let your heart take over

Verse 2
Now i know

You’re right in front of me

In this space and air we share

And i hope

You can feel me too

I know that i can’t control

Our future or past 

But my love

I can send it

Pre chorus

Take the risk with me extend our lives were meant to be

Chorus 2

Surrender to me –

Can’t you see I’m here for you  – Can’t you see I’m here for you-o-u 

Surrender to me

Can’t you see I’m here for you-

Can’t you see I’m here for you-

can’t you see I’m here for you-o-u 

Can’t you see I’m here for you

Can’t you see I’m here for you-o-uuuu

Surrender to me

we’re meant to be baby

ohh

let your heart take over

surrender to me

were meant to be

I had to grow into this song. It started with the bassline and morphed into its current state over nearly a decade. The lyrics represent my duality, accepting myself, the dark and the light, the good and the bad. 

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/oscuro-y-claro

Credits

Written /produced by Renée Asteria Peñaloza

Guitar and bass – Dave Shul

Keys – Robert Crawford

Drums – Alcide Marshall

Horn arrangement – Tenor and Baritone Sax – Dan Casares

Trumpet and trombone – Joel Behrman

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Special thanks to Edu Bega for feedback on my lyrics

Lyrics

Oscuro y claro

Intro

Tengo el universo en mi

I have the darkness and the light

lo bueno y lo malo, oscuro y claro, 

Tengo el universo en mi

I have the universe inside

lo bueno y lo malo, oscuro y claro, 

Verse 1

Intento ser la mejor versión que pueda

Siempre fallaré

No tengo miedo de intentarlo 

una y otra vez

La vida es un constante, 

constante aprendizaje

Que nunca se termina, 

mientras aun respiras

Chorus 1

Tengo el universo en mi

I have the universe inside yes i do

lo bueno y lo malo, oscuro y claro, 

I have the darkness and the light yes i do

Tengo el universo en mi misma

lo bueno y lo malo, oscuro y claro, 

Verse 2

Dentro de mi cuerpo lo oscuro infinito tan denso)

Como agujero negro que atrapa mi luz en el abismo

Creando pesadillas que trastornan

Vívidos Sueños que están dentro de mi

Se lo que quieren decir

Chorus 2

Tengo el universo en mi

I have the darkness and the light oh yes yes i do

lo bueno y lo malo, Oscuro y claro

Tengo el universo en mi misma

I have the universe inside, yes i do

lo bueno y lo malo, Oscuro y claro

Verse 3

Todo lo que sucede, suele suceder

El cuerpo cambia y cambia la mente también

Tengo espacio en mi soledad

Tengo paz – para crear

Dejar que-me-lleve-el-viento 

y con mis hojas volar

(yea)

Bridge 

I have the universe its inside of me 

Theres no denying it 

I have the universe 

Theres no denying it theres no hiding it

I have the universe 

its inside of me theres no hiding it no denying it

I have the universe

Its inside

(yea)

Chorus 4

tengo el universo en mi

all good bad darkness and light inside inside of me

tengo el universo en mi

i have the universe inside

its light

Tengo el universo en mi

I have the darkness and the light oh 

lo bueno y lo malo, Oscuro y claro

Tengo el universo en mi misma

I have the universe

Written for my father Carlos Peñaloza

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Credits

Written by Renée Asteria Peñaloza & Dave Shul

Produced by Dave Shul

Guitar and bass – Dave Shul

Keys – Robert Crawford

Drums – Ronnie Smith

Mix by Studio Trilogy

Mastered by Trakworx

Lyrics

oh

ohh

ehhh

I hope that you find peace

I’m sorry that we didn’t have 

Sorry, dad 

We didn’t have those days together 

For so many years, I resented you 

My memories are clouded, and I still work through the pain 

I am a reflection of yo–u – Reflection of you

Through and through, I am you, that’s the truth

I reflect you

I know you were confused 

But you were well intentioned

You didn’t know 

But life has taught you better 

I see how you have grown 

But your conscience won’t let you be 

Can you hear me (can you hear me) 

I can help you now give me your hand 

I am a reflection of yo–u  – Reflection of you

Through and through, I am you, that’s the truth

I reflect you

I am a reflection of you – Reflection of you

The good and the bad

The happy and sad (that’s the truth)

I wouldn’t change anything

I reflect you

My heart is on the mend

Now that we can be friends

I will forgive, never forget 

We can be friends 

we can be friends

we can be friends 

I am a reflection of you – Reflection of you

Through and through, I am you, that’s the truth

I reflect you

I am a reflection of you – Reflection of you

The good and the bad

The happy and sad 

I wouldn’t change anything

(The good and the bad, happy and sad) 

The good and the bad, the happy and sad

(I wouldn’t change anything) 

I wouldn’t change anything

(The good and the bad, happy and sad) 

the good and the bad, happy and sad

I wouldn’t change anything

I am a reflection of you – Reflection of you

that’s the truth yes

I reflect you

“Cuando te voy a volver a ver” is a Latin folk song with a sweet message – “when will I see you again?” of love for the people, brothers and sisters, mothers and fathers, family and friends, who may be far but whom you hold close in your heart.

“Cuando te voy a volver a ver” Credits:
Written by Renee A Penaloza & Dave Shul @dave_shul_guitar
Produced by Dave Shul
Vocals & Mix – Renée Asteria Peñaloza
Production & Guitar & Bass – Dave Shul
Backing vocals – Alcide Marshall @alcidemarshall & Dave Shul
Trakworx Mastering @trakworxmastering

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/cuando-te-voy-a-volver-a-ver

Alternative rock soulful track speaking of a love that would only be possible in an alternate universe.

Music Credits:

Written by Renee A Penaloza and Dave Shul

Production/Instruments by Dave Shul

Keys by Bob Crawford https://www.bobcrawfordmusic.com/

Vox by Renee A Penaloza and Dave Shul

Mix By Renee A Penaloza

Mastered by TrakWorx

Visuals by Alex Zajicek & Baïdi Kamagate

Makeup by Briana Raquel

Lyrics:

Intro

Oh

V1

I’m running with myself

I didn’t tell anybody

But now

I know that we can’t be true

Nonononono owhoa

And I know that

What we have

Is so special

All these tears

And this hurt

Is my choice

V2

You in my dreams

Oh whoa darling

Please don’t

Say its not true

I would never lie to you

Oh

Will you hold my hand so sweetly

So comforting

Will you find 

My touch so sublime

Chorus

Ooo

If I could only rewrite time

Ohhowhoao

So paths would cross and our lives would align

Ohhowhoao

Bridge

Oh swing with me yeah

Oh dream with me

Take my hand in yours

And ride me off to the horizon

Those fairytales

My sweetness like a child so innocent 

I didn’t know better

But I was always searching for you

And ride me off to the horizon

My sweetness like a child so innocent 

Take my hand in yours

i wanna take you ride

Outro

If only if only if only

I could rewrite the time

A real story

But I know that

I’ll find you in my dreams

“Ah” is a latin pop track expressing passion and desire that exists when you are too shy to tell someone how you feel.

Available now on all streaming platforms. https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/ah

Music credits:

Written by Renee A Penaloza & Dave Shul

Production/Guitar/Bass by Dave Shul

Percussion Roberto Quintana

Drums by Ronnie Smith

Mix by Renee A Penaloza

Mastered by Trakworx

Photo/art by Carolyn Beckerman

Special thanks to Edú Bega for helping me finalize the track so that it made sense

Verso 1

No pierdo nada

Si intento algo nuevo

y me caigo

Superar a mi ego

Aunque me juzguen

los demás

Y Sin tomarlo

Como algo personal

Las críticas son regalos

Que me hacen mejorar

No digas nada

Solo escucha

‘Lo que te’ quiero contar

Compartir mis sentimientos

Sin temor a fracasar

No lo tomaré tan personal

No me debes nada

Es un amor incondicional

Coro 1 (½)

Porque diablos soy timida

Quiero saltar desde la cima

Aunque duela la caída

Va ser fea la herida

Verso 2

No es posible es prohibido

Tocarte de verdad

Ya tienes a otra Y te voy a respetar

No lo tomaré tan personal

Te seguire amando es un amor incondicional

Coro 2

Porque diablos soy timida

Quiero saltar desde la cima

Aunque duela la caída

Va ser fea la herida

Quiero atraer tu mirada

Darte toda mienergía

‘No es que sea’ fría

Solo soy un poco timida

Puente

Estoy intentando reinventando me de nuevo

Poco a poco salir del mundo de mis sueños

Surgir de mi capullo

Y volar sin tener miedo

Pasito a pasito

Hasta encontrarte en mi camino

Coro 3

Porque diablos soy timida

Quiero gritar desde la cima

Aunque duela la caída

Va ser fea la herida

Quiero atraer tu mirada

Darte toda mienergía

‘No es que sea’ fría

solo soy un poco timida

Ya no quiero ser tímida

Quiero saltar desde la cima

Aunque duela la caída

Va ser fea la herida

Quiero atraer tu mirada

Darte toda mienergía

‘No es que sea’ fría

Solo soy un poco timida

Translation

i have nothing to lose

by trying something new

and failing

get beyond my ego

and the judgements of others

i won’t take it personally

Criticism is a gift that makes u better

Don’t say anything 

Just listen

To what I want to tell you

Share my feelings

Without fearing rejection 

I won’t take it personally 

You owe me nothing

It’s unconditional love

why am i shy

i want to jump from the cliff

even if the fall hurts

the injury will be ugly

I want to capture your attention 

give you all my energy

Don’t think i am cold

I’m just a little shy

I am trying reinventing myself again 

Little by little getting out of my dream world

Surface from my cocoon

and fly without fear

Step by step

until i find you on my path

“Gold to me” is a soulful ballad inspired by the deep love for an unborn child.

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/gold-to-me

Music credits

Written by Renee A Penaloza & Dave Shul

Production/Guitar/Bass by Dave Shul

Drums by Ronnie Smith 

Mix by Renee A Penaloza

Mastered by Trakworx 

Photo/art by Razteria 

Lyrics

Chorus

Gold to me, and I have all the love – that I need.

You are like gold to me, and I have all

That I need

Verse 1

Your story is yet to be told

You are a bold figment of my mind

I imagine you so kind

So full of love you could only 

Come from above

Chorus

Gold to me, and I have all the love – that I need.

You are like gold to me, and I have all

That I need

Verse 2

The thought of you puts me at ease

Are you my purpose is this the time

I feel you here inside

You are the one and you could only

Come from my love

Chorus

Gold to me, and I have all the love – that I need.

You are like gold to me, and I have all

That I need

Bridge

Will I be bold 

And risk it all – all

Let my ego – go

To love unconditionally something that goes beyond me

Gold

You are like gold to me

And I have all the love

That I need

Gold, and I have all the love..

You are like gold to me, and I have all

That I need

Gold – you are gold to me

Here inside me

We are meant to be

Gold – gold – to me

Piece of mine is an 80s rock throwback love song about the journey in life to find a soulmate. 

Listen here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/piece-of-mine

Music credits

Written by Renee A Penaloza & Dave Shul

Production/Guitar/Bass by Dave Shul

Drums by Ronnie Smith

Mix by Renee A Penaloza

Mastered by Trakworx

Photo by Daniel Plautz / @sweetplotmusic

Makeup by Briana Raquel

Lyrics

Verse 1

Who are you We just met 

I’m curious and yes you’ve peaked my interest 

I’ll risk it it cuz I’m interested 

yes I’m risking it

I don’t wanna get hurt this time 

but I want to keep trying to find 

someone to share a piece of mine 

in my life time

Prechorus

Share some piece of mine

It may take a lifetime to find you

My piece of mine

You fill my darkness with light

Chorus

You give me peace of mind (piece of mine)

No holding back

All my sides

I share everything this time (share everything)

My emptiness fills will light

You fill me you fill me you fill me

Verse 2

Yes I know I am a mess

Far from perfect I confess

I keep trying to be selfless I’ll do my best 

but I’m a mess

And I will catch you when you fall

Be there with you through it all

So when you need me call on me

I’ll give you all of me

Prechorus

Share some piece of mine

It may take a lifetime to find you

My piece of mine

You fill my darkness with light

Chorus

You give me peace of mind (piece of mine)

No holding back

All my sides

I share everything this time (share everything)

My emptiness fills will light

You give me peace

No holding back this time

I’ll share everything

My emptiness fills with light

Bridge

Let me rock you with this lullabye (lullaby lullaby lullaby)

Love is like the sweetest nursery rhyme (nursery rhyme nursery rhyme)

Like kids on the swings flying to the evergreens

On a summer dream

I give you piece of mine let me rock you with this lullabye

Chorus

You give me peace of mind (piece of mine)

No holding back

All my sides

I share everything this time (share everything)

My emptiness fills will light

You give me peace  (piece of mine)

No holding back this time

I’ll share everything (share everything)

My emptiness fills with light

Let me rock you with this lullabye

You fill me you fill me you fill me

Life is too short is meant to be a timeless love song, a ballad with a simple message to enjoy each and every moment of our sweet miraculous lives.

Available now on all streaming platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/life-is-too-short-2

Music credits:

Written by Renee A Penaloza & Dave Shul

Production/Guitar/Bass by Dave Shul

Drums by Ronnie Smith

Horn arrangement, tenor and baritone sax by Daniel Casares

Trumpet by Joel Behrman

Piano by Bob Crawford

Mix by Renee A Penaloza

Mastered by Trakworx

Video:

Videographer and direction – Hitoshi Inoue

Videographer – Alex Zajicek

Gaffer – Tehan

Set design – Hugo Fat

Edit – Renee A Penaloza

“Clock stops ticking” is a 70s era pop rock song – an empowering intimate love song, about sensual sweet moments with your lover which feel eternal and how although you cherish those moments – you are complete – you are whole – being alone.

Credits:
Produced by Dave Shul. Instruments by Dave Shul. Drums by Ronnie Smith. Keys by Eamon Flynn. Mixed by Razteria. Trakworx Mastering. Written by Renee A Penaloza & Dave Shul.

Visuals

Art/Photos/Video by Razteria

Music Video: https://youtu.be/tOQKTV10C58

Lyrics

Verse 1

I see you when I close my eyes

Your smile is so divine

It brings me joy at all times

So when I feel sad – I close my eyes

When i’m mad – close my eyes

When I’m bad I close my eyes

To bring you bad

Prechorus

Take away my defenses

The healing of your hands makes me forget

You tickle all my senses

I’ll never forget you

Chorus

Time stops when I’m with you

The clock stops ticking (the clock stop ticking with you)

I have it all – all with you – nothing is missing (nothing is missing with you)

I want all – all of you – every single part of you

Even though alone, I am whole

I am whole

Verse 2

I feel you kiss when I close my eyes

Wet moist lips

Your smile

I hear your voice in my mind 

Whispering love as I close my eyes

Singing me sweet I fantasize

You come when I close my eyes

You drive me mad

Pre chorus

Take away my defenses

The healing of your hands makes me forget

You tickle all my senses

I’ll never regret you

Chorus

Time stops when I’m with you

The clock stops ticking (the clock stop ticking with you)

I have it all – all with you – nothing is missing (nothing is missing with you)

I want all – all of you – every single part of you

Even though alone, I am whole

I am whole

Bridge

This moment will never happen again

This moment will never remain

All that is shall to pass

I enjoy the process

WIth passing moment time accelerates – I know

What I desire will never manifest

I accept

This is the process

Chorus

Time stops when I’m with you

The clock stops ticking (the clock stop ticking with you)

I have it all – all with you – nothing is missing (nothing is missing with you)

I want all – all of you – every single part of you

Even though alone, I am whole

I am whole

TIME is a pop rock song. A love song reminding that time will tell and time heals all. Time is a state that we define as the only true moment is the present one. 

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/time

Song Credits:

Produced by Dave Shul
All instruments by Dave Shul
Drums by Ronnie Smith
Mixed by Razteria
Trakworx Mastering
Written by Renee A Penaloza

Visuals

Baïdi (photos and video)

Briana Raquel (make up)

Lyrics:

Verse 1
I thought we would last

The test of time but I was wrong

I thought we crossed paths

So many times but I was lost

I’ll never give up

But I will lay low and I’ll let you go

I’ll keep my head up

And not drown in the ebb and flow

Chorus

It’s all about Time

Time

It’s a state of Mind

I have to Align

All has to Align

Verse 2

It’s happened so fast

And I braced myself for the fall

It’s now just the past

And I am moving forward through it all

Blind faith keeps me going on

And I know one day I’ll find love

I trust all in good time

I’m still here – I’m still alive

Chorus

It’s all about Time

Time

It’s a state of Mind

I have to Align

All has to Align

Bridge

All has to align

To be redefined

It’s all in good time

Chorus

It’s all about Time

Time

It’s a state of Mind

I have to Align

All has to Align

Bridge

It’s all about Time – All has to align

It’s a state of Mind – To be redefined

I have to Align – It’s all in good time

All has to Align

Chorus

It’s all about Time

Time

It’s a state of Mind

I have to Align

All has to Align

“i love” is a rock ballad, a song about finding love in the present moment, seeing it in the small details. It was written in Glen Park as I walked through the beautiful canyon, observing the trees, listening to the birds singing, and hearing people’s footsteps behind.

Listen here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/i-love

Produced with Dave Shul
Keys by Bob Crawford
Drums by Ronnie Smith
Mixed by Razteria
Trakworx Mastering
Written by Renee A Penaloza

Photography/Videography:
Baïdi Le Noir Photography
Jeremy Snowden
Alex Zajicek

Hair & Makeup Artist Briana Raquel

“Shot to the heart” is about the “un coup de foudre,” the French saying for love at first sight. I wrote it one night while I was thinking about this person, who I had fallen for and listening to gunshots ringing in the neighborhood. The juxtaposition of love and death, when you feel so strongly it’s like you’re being split apart. Your blood..your love.. your tears are one in the same.

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razteria/shot-to-the-heart

Co-written and produced with Dave Shul
Drums by Ronnie Smith
Mixed by Razteria
Trakworx Mastering

“Fade Away” is about letting go of toxic relationships and being in a flow state, enjoying all that life throws at you. I wrote this when I was going through a situation with someone who I was holding on to knowing that I had to set myself free from the imagined future we shared, releasing myself and him without unnecessary drama, just letting it fade away.

Credits:
Vocals & Mix – Renée Asteria Peñaloza
Production & Guitar & Bass – Dave Shul
Drums & Backing vocals – Ronnie Smith
Trakworx Mastering

My dad inspired me to cover “Qué vendrá” by French artist Zaz, which combines French and Spanish lyrics. It is about what will be, will be and having the confidence to launch yourself into the world, come what may.

Credits:
Vocals & Mix – Renée Asteria Peñaloza
Guitar & Bass – Dave Shul
Percussion – Roberto Quintana
Trakworx Mastering

Il cuore è uno zingaro
Italian cover song originally by Nicola Di Bari

My dad inspired me to do this song that I have heard him play for me throughout my childhood. The heart is a gypsy is the meaning of the title.. and I relate to the feeling of a restless heart.. There is so much to love in life and so much more love to discover. The first song I attempted in Italian.. and I hope to have done this beautiful song justice.

Credits:
Vocals & Mix – Renée Asteria Peñaloza
Guitar & Bass – Dave Shul
Percussion – Roberto Quintana

Trakworx Mastering

Razteria’s single “Por un solo hombre” (“For one man”) releases on October 20, 2022. It describes her first reflection stamped in her mind when Ukraine was first invaded in February 2022, her gratitude for her life and her empathy for the Ukrainian people who suffer because of the madness of just one man. “Que afortunada soy, queda impresa en mi mente…” – “How fortunate I am, it stays imprinted into my mind…” the reflection of the millions of children who can’t go to school… and all the people who cannot return home.

For Razteria, the song describes how the concentration power in the hands of only one man, results in suffering. She states that she believes that there is a common desire to live simple, happy lives and hopes that the conflict can be quickly resolved to minimize all suffering on all sides. “Por un solo hombre” was co written and produced by Dave Shul and features Alcide Marshall on Drums. It was mixed by Razteria and mastered by Trakworx. The music video was shot and edited by Alex Zajicek.

Song: Historia de un Amor
Artist: Razteria

Razteria’s reggae cover of “Historia de un Amor” (Spanish for “the story of a love”) was produced in collaboration with NJ-based UK-Jamaican musician Derek Brown and features Waddell Bell on bass, Dave Shul on guitar, Glenn Holdaway on trumpet, Liam Robertson on saxophone, and Joan Reggae Drummer. This classic love song, originally written by Panamanian songwriter Carlos Eleta Almarán in 1955, has been covered by hundreds of artists worldwide in various languages. Razteria’s rendition is accompanied by a music video at the historic Hotel Mac in Point Richmond, featuring a performance by the innkeeper Desiree Heveroh, shot by Alex Zajicek and was edited and directed by Jeremy Snowden.

Lyrics:

Ya no estás más a mi lado, corazón (You are no longer by my side, my dear)

En el alma solo tengo soledad (In my soul I only have loneliness)

Y si ya no puedo verte (And  if I can no longer see you)

¿Por qué Dios me hizo quererte (Why did God make me love you?)

Para hacerme sufrir más? (To just make me suffer?)

Siempre fuiste la razón de mi existir (You were always the reason for my existence)

Adorarte para mí fue religión (To adore you was my religion)

Y en tus besos yo encontraba (and in your kisses I found)

El calor que me brindaba (The heat that gave me)

El amor y la pasión (Love and passion)

Es la historia de un amor (This is a love story)

Como no hay otro igual (That has no comparison)

Que me hizo comprender (That made me understand)

Todo el bien, todo el mal (All that is good, and all that is bad)

Que le dio luz a mi vida (That gave light to my life)

Apagándola después (And then took that light away)

Ay, qué vida tan oscura (What a dark life)

Sin tu amor no viviré (Without your love, I cannot live)

“Touch” is a pop afro-beat crossover single by SF Bay area artist Razteria and Bako, an artist from Tanzania. A love song which speaks to the feelings you have when your loved one is far away. The SF Bay area and Dar es Salaam come together through this 100% virtual collaboration as you can hear and visualize in the music video. The song features Dave Shul on bass and guitar and was mastered by TrakWorx. The music video was shot by Alex Zajicek and edited by Jeremy Snowden.

“Touch” Credits: Music & Lyrics by Razteria and Bako Motz

Guitar/Bass by Dave Shul

Mix by Razteria

Mastered by TrakWorx

Official Music Video:

Videographer Alex Zajicek

Editor Jeremy Snowden

“Ambicioso” is a Beatlesque track about the wild ambition of the heart when in love. Listen now on all streaming platforms!

“Ambicioso” Credits:

Lyrics co-written by Colombian-Venezuelan poet Orlando Muñoz Garcia

Music co-written and produced by Dave Shul

Percussion by Roberto Quintana

Mixed by Razteria

Mastered by Trakworx

Cover art by Jamie Soja

“Me gusta estar sola” (I like being alone) was written in the winter of 2022 in my solitary moments, having chosen to be alone during the holiday season. It is an intense contemplation of the sheer enjoyment of solitude that is necessary to the creative process. It is also a double edged sword, as in solitude you sacrifice moments together with friends and family.

Co-written and co-produced by Dave Shul. Drums by Jay Lane. Mixed by Razteria Mastered by Trakworx. Cover art by Jamie Soja. Video edited by Sheila Da Silva.

“Respira” (Breathe) is a latin pop track about going with the path that life takes us on, the twists and turns, accepting, loving, and enjoying each breath. Listen now on all streaming services, and watch the official music video. Music credits: Co-written and produced by Dave Shul and features Jay Lane  on Drums. Mixed by Razteria and mastered by Trakworx. Music video credits: Alex Zajicek (Videographer) Travis White (Editor)

Happy Earth Day! Feliz dia de la Tierra! My new track “Madre Tierra” (Mother Earth) is a tribute to the magnificence of the World, sung in Spanish with a few words in Quechua, an indigenous language spoken throughout South America. I was inspired by the complex, nuanced lyrics and theme of the anthemic song “Latinoamérica” (Calle 13), written by René Perez Joglar now known as Residente @residente together with Eduardo Cabra and Rafael Ignacio Aracaute. Instead of speaking about Latin America, its people and environment, the song’s imagery is focused on the natural world as a whole. Link in bio to listen.

“Madre Tierra” Credits:
📸: @capitanwalas
Co-written and co-produced by SF Bay area musician @dave_shul_guitar
Drums by @luvrzlane
Mixed by Razteria. Mastered by @trakworxmastering

With butterflies in my heart, bitter and sweetness, the 2 extremes that so delicately balance out my state of happiness, which floats in a world that drowns in pessimism. I feel very fortunate in my life, my family, my friends, the love of music and creating sounds together with other deep souls. I hold a space for those who are struggling physically and mentally, and I hope that I can bring a little light through my optimism. Today, symbolic for me for many reasons… I am proud to present “Ser feliz” – – to be happy, a song about growing up and finding your happiness. Created with Dave Shul, Alcide Marshall (drums), and Roberto Quintana (Percussion). Photo by Soja Photography.

Con mariposas en mi pecho, encuentro un equilibrio entre lo amargo y lo dulce, aquí está mi felicidad, flotando en un mundo ahogado en pesimismo. Me siento muy agradecida… mi familia, mis amigos, mi amor por la música y mi capacidad de crear juntos con almas gemelas. Guardo un espacio para los que están sufriendo físicamente y mentalmente, y espero traer una lucecita a través de mi optimismo. Hoy día es muy simbólico para mi… y quiero tomar la oportunidad de presentar “Ser feliz”, una canción en que cuento mi historial y como encontré felicidad. Una canción creada con Dave Shul, Alcide Marshall (batería) y Roberto Quintana (percusión).

“Cada día” is a sexy, eclectic latin pop song with minimalist instrumentation and sensual vocals in Spanish. Let me know what you think!

Music/Lyrics/Performance/Recording/Mix by Razteria
Drums by Jayme Arredondo
Guitar by Dave Shul
Mastered by Trakworx

Watch the music video here.

My new track “Imposible” features lyrics that were adapted from a song written by my dad, Carlos G Peñaloza. He was 19 years old in Cochabamba, and he wrote it for his first love. He could never talk to her because he was too shy, and so was she! A composite of impossibilities. ⠀
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My friend Zezé also wrote a piece of the lyric! “Imposible” is the first of a series of singles in Spanish to be released this year that are co-produced with Dave Shul. You can listen to “Imposible” now on all streaming platforms – and check it out on IRIE Mag’s Jan 2022 Spotify playlist

Watch the lyric video here.

Thankful to have worked with Swede of 808 Mafia again for a remix of “I feel naked”!

Watch the music video here. (Warning: 18+ only)

A latin funk dance song with talents from across the Americas. Written, engineered and performed by Razteria (Bolivia-USA-NL), lyrics cowritten by blind poet Zezé (Peru-Argentina), coproduced, engineered and performed by Dave Shul (SF Bay, guitar, bass), mixed by Eddie Caipo (engineer for Enrique Iglesias, Gwen Stefani), featuring Manas Itene (drums), Raleigh Neal (keys) and Roberto Quintana (percussion). A love song, theme is that love is blind, true love is inside.

Lyrics:

“Never Forget” is a new single off the upcoming album Space to Play to be released September 22, 2021.

Watch the music video here.

Artwork by very talented graphic artist Júlio Mesquita⠀
Composed, performed, produced and mixed by Razteria
Mastered by TrakWorx
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Lyrically, “Crash” tells the stereotypical story of tourism in a coastal paradise, where the locals try to please the Gringo (man), but he will inevitably “crash”, a metaphor for death and an end to the power hierarchy which exists in society between humans. Most importantly, recognizing that the destruction and domination of nature is an illusion, we are only destroying ourselves. The wave’s crash represents the transformative power of nature to which we will all return. The song symbolizes the freedom we realize when we embrace our insignificance. By letting go of the myths we hold about ourselves, and allowing our egos to crash, we find peace. Death is the ultimate equalizer, we will return, like the waves to the ocean.

Watch the music video here.

My new single is about the vulnerability which comes with the intensity of love and desire for another. I have pushed my limits as an artist and producer on this new single experimenting both musically and lyrically. Originally written in 2016, I first produced and released it as the song “Naked” in 2018, but felt that version was too glossy. After revisiting the track this year, I realized that the original song’s raw qualities should be brought back.

Watch the music video here.

“No Veo Nada” was written using a piece of Zezé Fassmor’s poetry. Zezé became blind at 25, 10 years ago, due to a rare disease (sympathetic ophthalmia) resulting from a penetrating eye injury. Despite all of the obstacles that he has confronted he has moved forward, creating his own poetry and promoting other artists and musicians. Living in between reality and the dream world, he finds peace through acceptance, diving deep into his being, and his desire to live and love. Symbolically through this song, I am the “dulce voz,” the sweet voice, helping him to “see the horizon”.

I have launched a GoFundMe campaign to raise funds for buying equipment needed for a home studio so Zezé can start a podcast to further his artistic productions and the promotional efforts he makes for other independent artists and musicians. Learn more about Zezé and how you can support him at https://gofund.me/1cdd8cba.

“No Veo Nada” Credits:
Produced, arranged, performed, vocals, composition and mix by Renée Asteria/Razteria
Co-production and live drums by Jayme Arredondo
Lead guitar by Tomas Salcedo (Fantastic Negrito)
Kora by Yacouba Diarra
Mastered by Justin Weis
Lyrics co-written by Zezé Fassmor (César Julio Santoyo Fassmor)
Art by Julio Mesquita

Watch the music video here.

“What I love” is about loving the moment, and appreciating everything that you have.

I finished this one during lockdown – finding the blessings of being alone and focusing on my creative outlets: songwriting & production. ⠀
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This track took three years to finish, first ideas were laid in winter 2017 with Jayme Arredondo. ⠀
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I hope you find what you love and have harnessed these crazy new life circumstances to dive deeper into your passions. ⠀
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Thank You! Blessed Love

Watch the music video here.

“Why”, my new single, of a “classic” song I wrote 15 years ago.
The message is still relevant for me. Speaking to the irrationality of the human condition, our duality or rather –multifacetedness–, the desire to taste good and bad, that one does not exist without the other, and, there is no hierarchy. There is beauty in pain we inflict on ourselves and others and that is ultimately what I’m trying to capture in this song.

When I wrote the first version of this song, I channeled something that I did not yet understand. It was born out of a very toxic pattern that I had with myself, my sexuality and more specifically my relationships with men. I realize now that the pattern progressed from early childhood experiences which formed me into who I am today. Rather than blame myself or others, I become aware of the transformational power of those experiences, therein lies the beauty in the toxicity.

I have no regrets and I embrace all my sides, all my demons and my desires. Each day that I am here still, my awareness is ever expanding.

I still haven’t quite figured out how to break the patterns necessarily but I am aware of them and there is no regret. I’m still alive and healthy and young and powerful and so everything just gives me greater perspective. I think when we push ourselves to extremes, we as a result develop empathy for those that find themselves in those extreme situations. We’ve tasted it and even though it was mentally destabilizing or physically painful, it allowed us to grow towards whatever heightened consciousness we may have the opportunity to develop, God willing, given that every moment is a gift.

The tug-of-war that we have been conditioned to make into a hierarchy “the good over the bad” / “the white over the black”, it’s all one in the same, necessary parts of our Life experience. Our pursuit of perfection is just a distraction, the imperfections make us unique and push us to grow as long as we don’t wallow in self critique.

Credits
WHY (aka So Irrational)
(2020)
Composed, arranged, performed, recorded and mixed by Razteria (Renee Asteria Penaloza)
Mastered by TrakWorx @trakworxmastering
Picture by Baidi Kamagate @im_baidi @le_noir_pxSpecial thanks to the original musicians that recorded the first full band version (So Irrational, from Album “Caras de Agente Doble E” 2007 ) with me in Buenos Aires, Argentina in 2006. Matias Martyn (original engineer) @matimartyn / Manuel Lugea (drums) @manu.luge / Pedro Olcese (original bass) Lucas Detone (original guitar).
All rights reserved

Watch the music video here.

Stop is a new single that I’m honored to present to you. For me it represents ending the toxic relationships that we have within ourselves and with each other and realizing how powerful we are. I want to extend this message to symbolize the necessary end to current systems in place that prevent us from realizing our full potential.

To highlight just two in this first post…

***Can we say “just stop” to the system that monetizes people’s illness and disproportionately impacts black people and other minorities? Healthcare for all is key to ending systemic racism. This is so evident. It’s now that we have to demand that our government recognize the need for healthcare and education for all, defunding police and military to invest in communities. We don’t need policing, we just need tools, and our health is the basis upon which everything is built.***

***Can we say “just stop” to the one narrative of linear progress, development, capital gains, and success tied to fame and material riches? I don’t want to idealize or generalize “indigenous” or “native” people, but I know that my sense of peace, appreciation for life, and understanding how interconnected we all are, stems from the experiences I have had living and working with indigenous people.***

The powerful symbol that you see is a Bolivian flag representing the plurality of Bolivia’s indigenous peoples, the complexity of Bolivian society, landlocked in the heart of South America, where the depths of the Amazon meets the high planes of the Andes, which I am so proud to claim as part of my heritage. I hope that our world will evolve to allow for multiple worldviews to exist and thrive. How wide can we expand our mind, is our ultimate richness, all is circular, nothing is lost or gained.

I hope you enjoy “Stop”, and that the musicality inspires you and fills you with powerful emotions.

Thank you multimedia artist Miriam Speyer for the masterful highly symbolic artwork. I highly recommend her for commissioned artwork and also, she is a very talented musical artist. Please check her out!

Watch the music video here.

This song, BOMS, “blood of my soul” is dedicated to all of the black women and men who have been murdered by police, a result of systemic racism which permeates every facet of our society. Until #BlackLivesMatter, all lives will not.

Profits from streaming on any platform will be added to my monthly contribution to the Equal Justice Initiative (eji.org), and, if it is ever licensed (big money) profits will also be donated. I am reposting a list of organizations that you can donate to (credit: @botanicaldyke), together with a list of legal resources.

shorturl.at/krxCD
Tab 2: Legal Services and Bail Support
Tab 3: Advice for Protesting and Social Media
Tab 4: Bail Funds, Memorial Funds, Organizations & Mutual Aid
Tab 5: International Solidarity and Resources
Tab 6: Misc Mutual Aid and Community Projects

Here are a few of the names of the women and men lost. I know many many more have gone unnoticed, but they are not forgotten. Say their names.
Breonna Taylor
Sandra Bland
George Floyd
Ahmaud Arbery
Rayshard Brooks
Michael Brown
Eric Garner
Oscar Grant III
Trayvon Martin
Amadou Diallo
Rekia Boyd
Tamir Rice
Alex Nieto
Aiyana Jones
Jonathan Akeem Pairre Ferrell
John Crawford
Ramarley Graham
Kendrec McDade
Ousmane Zongo
Kathryn Johnston
Eugene Ejikeobiora
Tarika Wilson
Sean Bell
Philando Castile
Terence Crutcher
Freddy Gray

I hope we keep up the fight and force true change in the USA. Demilitarise and defund the police allocating these resources directly to the community. Track individual police and hold police accountable when they use excessive force for any reason, not just when it results in severe injury or death. And so much more.

We can do so much. We can vote and make sure those who represent us follow through with their promises, we can protest in the streets, we can donate money, we can boycott businesses use prison labor or otherwise support a white supremacist agenda and we can directly support the black community, by, buying from black businesses, supporting and promoting black artists across disciplines.

I hope that we do not allow the numbing effect of living in a society of instant gratification consumerism to continue to drug us into inaction through surface-deep distractions, the illusion of division. I hope we can rediscover the unique creativity that lies in each of us, our power of expression, of true love.

Watch the music video here.

‘Wanna Share’ is a universal love song of empowerment, recognizing your own worth and still allowing yourself to share your life with someone. Relaying the importance of being at peace with yourself, focusing on becoming your best, not compromising. Originally released under artist name Renay.

Composed by Renee Asteria Penaloza (Renay aka Razteria)
Vocal performance, production, recording, editing, arrangements by Renay
Music co-produced by BTWN Music, Joe Pepe and Zack Burke
Mix by BTWN Music
Mastered by TrakWorx

Music/Lyrics/Production/Performance/Mix by Razteria

Master by TrakWorx

Art by Dické

Graphics by Razteria

Originally released under artist name Renay

“Reach”, is a sweet love ballad, in two versions, the first, an organic sounding production featuring the Venezuelan cuatro played by world renowned artist multi-instrumentalist Jackeline Rago (V Note Ensemble, Venezuela) and live drums by Jayme Arredondo. The second version has a polished commercial sound and was produced fully in the box at Crē•8 Music Academy and is being released under new artist name Renay to mark this stylistic evolution.

Watch the music videos.

Featuring Razteria’s single Addicted (side A) and version of Legendary Roots Reggae Band The Abyssinians – There is no End (side B)